Yes these two images explain a lot...

 Shit, UC essays. This is probably one of the most stressful time for seniors or high school students in general I'm actually getting a zit cause I'm so stressed. rhejfkvewoiughjrvsoujv

I'm thinking about trying out for SM next year even though I've been told they are a failing company. I hope not. Can't try out this year cause they are in L to the A and CANADA. Canada probably has more talent then us... and better health insurance..fo' sho' 

Oh I'm thinking about getting a Mac just for the fact that they don't get viruses...and knowing me I will get them. 

I really don't have that much to say about things...I'm so tired. ugh need to study for govt need to pass.

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I was about to cry when I thought about but its not like Tukutz is going to war so I can wait two years for him to come back. Did anyone else notice the DJ TUKUTZ part :^D

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/epik_high_says_goodbye/

Dude...This made me sad. But hey you know they are so loyal to each other its really touching. I hope that tablo and tukutz both have a happy life. Man, that sucks for Tukutz.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-3pcHwxmJg

The frickin embeded stuff doesn't work for me D^:(   FUKUTAICHOU FIX IT!

I've been avoiding watching this video for a while just cause but it surprisingly catchy, the chorus amuses me. Oh my Super girl 你是我的 Baby girl 他看不见你的美丽 平凡背后的魔力Oh my Super girl我是你的 Super Man. It is wuite amusing.

This video really make me want to learn Mandarin again and I am on the search for an actual teacher. Oh also looking for a violin teacher hopefully the chinatown here. Sadly the amount of teachers here is a lot less than it is in L.A.

A part of this song made me think of my childhood, 他送你的花, ta song ni de hua, haha it reminds me of the first word I said Fa fa 花花. There a picture of me holding a huge flower in one of the picture books, its cute. Man I wish I was a kid again...don't you guys sometimes wish you were kids again?

Sorry for the amount of asian need to get it out.

AHHHHH I got these new shoes and they are killing me. I'm still trying to break into them or break them in, not sure how the saying goes. Other then new shoes life is pretty going on like normal. I'm in a few clubs though the save the animals club and that other one.

Yearbook pictures are confusing I can't seem to figure out how to get them and customer service is busy. What do i do! You know I need to start posting picture on this thing...Maybe sometime later this week.

 You know I really wonder if anyone I know actually reads this. *shrug* ah well. 

Well school has started for me again, my last year of high school. You even though I'm far from graduating I have no idea what I'm going to do after. I have this insane gut-wrenching urge to go to Hong Kong, like now. You know what I wonder what's going to happen to all of us. I mean what really tells us what we need to do in life. I feel like any normal job won't wok for me I personally need to be somewhere where I can help other I mean really help them, I want to be someone that people can actually look up to. Its kind of a shelfish thing to wish though isn't it. I mean shouldn't I be happy just going to Hong Kong to teach English, I mean it is something I wouldn't mind doing but I want so much more. 

Sometimes everything just feels so surreal you know.  Like I'm just kind of floating as the day just flies past me and I wake up to another day that is exactly the same. Everything feels so monotonous. You know I just have this urge to play music I mean I know its a crazy dream but its never to late to strive for it. I mean even if I never make it big you know what, at least I tried. I will try my best to follow my idols and hey maybe one day it'll happen but I'll never know if I don't try right? One day I hope to one of the best.

EEEEEEH Tablo's going to get married. I'm so excited for him

I'm so gad that miyavi came out with a new song. It sounds like a mixture of his old and new with a computery stuff. I personally like it, I hope to see more of this style. I hope that his new family is doing ok and that his baby will be born healthy. Good luck Miyavi!

We only have a couple more days of school left and then we are done! Currently I'm sitting in my English class listening to 2ne1 really loudly. There really isn't much for me to look forward to I guess I just hope that I pass my classes.

Next week I have to start going to work. ten bucks an hour for filing, 80 dollars a day for about 2-3 weeks so that's not bad. So what is that 400 a week. That's pretty good. :^]

ugh I'm so tired. we have to do this thing in English where we sit in a circle and talk about things ah this is so stupid. I wanna be fierce like CL. She's so cool.

I was thinking when I get down to L.A. I would take some forgein language courses, maybe either Japanese, Korean, or German. I don't know imght be fun